Prince

Hey guys. Haven't really blogged in forever, but since basketball season is coming up (and I'm not so obsessed with that) I'll probably do so more often. Well, lets see... my life. I havent said anything about the 3 things that have changed my life the most: Backstreet Boys concert, Homecoming, and deeply about football season. I really dont know how to explain my emotions during them, and they all make me cry, so those will be later topics.

Since everyone has explained their *love life* I might as well explain my situation. Ok so there's this boy named Prince that I love more than I've loved anything before. Problem: he's a senior. Although he is a nerd haha, I had never met him before this year, and I'm not so good at meeting new people unless they approach me. Unfortunately, he is exactly like me... he's not the type of person to go up and start a conversation with someone. In that case, I have to be the one to make the first move, and I am so extremely terrified.

There is one person, Dani who has been amazing this whole time. She's helped me through the Homecoming incident, the football season incident, the actual football incident, and every day inbetween. Her and Sarah W. are basically the only support I get. My other 4 closest friends, although they think its cute, they take it mostly as a joke and that I'm obsessed. One of them infact everyday says that he's a freak and I have absolutely no chance with him. Yeah, I try to stick with listening to Dani because its not at all a joke.

I noticed him on the first day of school (you could say love at first sight, but I "got to know him" before labelling him any more than "hott") and havent gotten him out of my mind since. Those 4 friends sink to calling me a stalker because I have to know everything about him and see him all the time, but in all seriousness I NEED to see him. It's what gets me through the day. Infact, on weeks sometimes I get physically sick because I'm so depressed that I havent seen him and feel like a failure, not talking to him all week.

The Bengals game is starting.. WHO DEY!! so I'm gonna go for awhile. This is definitely not the end of Prince...