Larger Than Life: December 2005

Masters/ Game Part I

Storm went to Master's of the Mat in Columbus. I saw my obsession from Cheer Ohio camp, Chris Megown!! He was on Ohio Cheer Force. I dont know how that's possible since he's an Ohio State cheerleader, but whatever, he was awesome, and I talked to him!! Well, we won both days of the competition, and everything was pretty sweet.

On the last day before break I finally asked Prince for the football back because that's the only thing Jimmy wanted for Christmas. It was a great moment! Prince was so adorable in his little boy polo shirt, and we actually kinda had a normal conversation. He forgot it hehe, and started cursing, but as usual he was extremely sweet about it. He asked me if I was going to be at the basketball game, so I was like Of course, and he said he would bring it to me then.

Lonely

Geoff, you are my savior!! He brought my TKAM rough draft to me that wouldn't print. Yay!

Since it is basketball season, and I love the basketball players and their determination too, I'll do player of the... game for the guys. Their first game Friday was amazing! They played against Scheroder, an all black team, not to be offensive. These guys were extremely tall, except for Shortie. At one time we trailed them by 20 points. As usual, my boys pulled through, forcing an overtime that was miraculous. The other team started getting overly aggressive, so the refs stepped in for us. The police had to throw a camera man out for yelling and spitting in the ref's face. Their cheerleaders were... unusual, and the dance team had the same song as us, but it was barely danced. Almost the whole football team showed up, and the junior varsity sat in the stands also. Dani came, so we had fun together.

Player of the Game:
Andrew Kereiakes

A.K. is the shortest on the team at 5'9" and still manages to be amazing offensive and defensively. You can tell that he knows how to get fouled. Its extremely hilarious, infact. He was the December 2nd game's top scorer, and shows great spirit on the court.

Me and Dani are having great fun with another guy. He's being quite odd, and I've known him forever, but still dont know what to think of him. Confused.

Prince II

Where was I? Ok, the football incident. You may know from game posts that Prince is on the football team. My brother did something for the orchestra that was kind of embarrasing for him so I made a proposition with him: if he did this, I would get him a football signed by all the senior football players (because we both are HUGE fans).

Perfect idea, right? I have the chance to talk to Prince! And he's gonna touch something that I will touch again.. omg. Oh yeah I forgot, I'm terrified of talking to him in any way!! and if I dont do this, Jimmy gets my ipod and I dont get to cheer at the senior game... fine minus music and football, you're basically taking away my life!! So of course, I had to do this. I sat in orchestra (by the way, he plays viola) watching him play hacky sack and waiting for my chance. It was 2:29 and he was packing up. Shoot! There are like twenty people around him, he wont hear me if I call his name. So I quickly told my friend Melissa next to me to yell his name. He came over, confused, and Melissa told him most of what I was going to. You backstabbing... oh he didnt hear you, and now he's asking me. This is the best moment of my life!! I asked him what I wanted, staring up at his beautiful eyes and he said yes!!! I was like Thank you sooo much! And he very sweetly said it was no problem. I thought he might think I was a creep and not take it, but I was right about him, he's a sweetheart. So the boy turns away as I turn red and start freaking out. As I'm doing so he whips back around and asks me when he should give it back. I was speechless (he was staring into my eyes waiting for an answer) so at the exact same time we both suggested Monday, and that was that.

I saw him walk out to his fabulous car with Guidi and Merritt, with some signatures, but I kinda hid so that he wouldnt give it back right then and there. I wanted to be able to talk to him Monday. Monday came- no football, and the next day and the next, still no football. Well its I'd say 5 weeks later and still no football.

I really want/ need to confront him, but I still too scared. It would probably be easier if Dani was by my side in orchestra, but thats not gonna happen. I really dont know what to do, without looking weird- like why is this little freshman suddenly talking to me?? Sometimes, although I'm probably imagining it, it seems like he's avoiding me, like as we walk out of gym, but other times I catch a smile, although I'm probably still imagining it.

I'm a nervous wreck...

Prince

Hey guys. Haven't really blogged in forever, but since basketball season is coming up (and I'm not so obsessed with that) I'll probably do so more often. Well, lets see... my life. I havent said anything about the 3 things that have changed my life the most: Backstreet Boys concert, Homecoming, and deeply about football season. I really dont know how to explain my emotions during them, and they all make me cry, so those will be later topics.

Since everyone has explained their *love life* I might as well explain my situation. Ok so there's this boy named Prince that I love more than I've loved anything before. Problem: he's a senior. Although he is a nerd haha, I had never met him before this year, and I'm not so good at meeting new people unless they approach me. Unfortunately, he is exactly like me... he's not the type of person to go up and start a conversation with someone. In that case, I have to be the one to make the first move, and I am so extremely terrified.

There is one person, Dani who has been amazing this whole time. She's helped me through the Homecoming incident, the football season incident, the actual football incident, and every day inbetween. Her and Sarah W. are basically the only support I get. My other 4 closest friends, although they think its cute, they take it mostly as a joke and that I'm obsessed. One of them infact everyday says that he's a freak and I have absolutely no chance with him. Yeah, I try to stick with listening to Dani because its not at all a joke.

I noticed him on the first day of school (you could say love at first sight, but I "got to know him" before labelling him any more than "hott") and havent gotten him out of my mind since. Those 4 friends sink to calling me a stalker because I have to know everything about him and see him all the time, but in all seriousness I NEED to see him. It's what gets me through the day. Infact, on weeks sometimes I get physically sick because I'm so depressed that I havent seen him and feel like a failure, not talking to him all week.

The Bengals game is starting.. WHO DEY!! so I'm gonna go for awhile. This is definitely not the end of Prince...